not so boring things about the boring, blur me

     It’s been a bloody long time since i actually blogged.. and my last post was actually just a copy paste work. hahaha.. oh well.. too lazy to write anything.. and all inspiration seemed to have left my brain. hahaha.. was thinking of writing a post ( type would be more accurate though..) for a very long time.. so finally it came this evening.

     Just got back from a stay-over from my friend’s house this evening.. was bloody tired cuz we slept at like… 4.00a.m ++ chatting. oh ok.. i woke up the latest and  i was the most tired. so be it I’m addicted to sleeping. So be it. you can’t sue me!! BWAHAHAHA~~

     ….. ok… so back to the point,  when i got back, was so tired, went to my room and… oh well.. shat first.. ( past tense for shit was shat.. i guess? sit, sat.. so.. shit.. shat? ) then only i cuddled my bolster and… before i knew it… was in snore-snore land..

     Woke up like an hour later.. and went down the stairs.. then it struck me.. suddenly i’m all alone in the house again.. with no one but the roaches lurking in the sewers under my house and lizards hiding behind walls.. and of course dust mites and bacteria included..

     I’ve always thought myself to be well, an independent person.. as in.. you throw me in an unknown town with a little money, and i could survive well enough.. I’ve always thought that well.. all i really needed was well.. me, myself and I to live. Of course.. food, oxygen, water, sleep, and healthy intestinal function included..

     All this while in Ipoh during the holidays, i didn’t really feel lonely.. bored yes.. but sleep solves all boredom issues.. untill this evening.

     Always felt after leaving for uni.. I didn’t really fit in either ipoh or in uni. So i guess the me being one that doesn’t want to change held myself back from actually really fitting in to uni life.. but yet, after not being in ipoh for a time, felt i was no longer a pieace in the puzzle..

     But oh well.. i guess i’m just simply making life difficult for myself by taking the easy way out by just relying on myself.. with no strings attached.. haha.. i guess it’s not really wrong to fit in now, would it? if all goes wrong, i still have.. my good friends to fall back on.. who? Me, Myself and I.. BWAHAHAHA.. and of course.. GOD included.