I hate sundays and public holidays
Imagine: you wake up.. grab the cup of water by your bedside, drink the remaining water in the cup.. and goes back to sleep.. wakes up again.. grabs the cup by your bedside.. finds no water in it.. malas.. goes back to snore snore land.. wakes up again.. hoping the nightmare that you couldn’t get water from your cup is a dream.. and grabs the cup.. and finds there’s no water in your cup.. feels lazy.. hoping that it is a redundant dream.. and goes back to sleep again.. process repeats for 2-3 hours.. waking up every 15 minutes.. making it.. er.. 8-12 times?
Sounds fun? well.. that’s my life on sundays and public holidays. sigh.. why not just wake up straight away, you may ask? oh well.. reason is quite simple actually.. see.. in the mornings of such days, coffeeshops will be full of people.. to be exact.. it is full of families or a bunch of friends eating breakfast together. If i were to go, i’ll have to sit on the table alone.. in a shop full of people that have their families or friends with them.. chatting away happily.. or scolding the naughty kid.. or trying to calm down an annoying kid crying away as if trying to match a banshee or a mandragora.. (if i could, i’d just send a very elegant kung fu called the "tight slap " right to the kids face to shut IT up)
Anyway.. if i were to go, it would be obvious that i’m all alone.. man.. makes me feel like a loser.. if it were to be an anime scene, you would be sure that you’ll be able to find a dark rain cloud hangin above my table..
So, i’ll just toss and turn on my bed, waiting for the time to pass when the crowd is less..
Aih.. irritates me that everyone else is so happy and i’m so bored on that day. why why why.. it’s at times like this that i wish that i’m not in ipoh, but back in campus where everyone else there is not enjoying themselves at much.. haha.. oh well.. can’t have everything my way now, can I? haha.. i’ll just have to enjoy boredom.. and make myself think that.. "wow.. it’s so boring. i couldn’t have a better time than this. WHEEEEE~~"
December 30th, 2007 at 6:54 pm
Not necessarily hv to sleep all day on Sundays or public holiday.. You can always go shitting wat.. good for ur health as well! ngeh2! =)
January 2nd, 2008 at 8:03 pm
erbrek so cam like dat wan well u can alwiz walk over to behind jj wert play therelar!
September 9th, 2008 at 6:37 am
tight slap ?!!…wow…poor ur “future” going to be children….LoL….after reading this,i am still having a “difficult” time trying to believe what you said,or what you “claim”….
i always see you surrounded by ur darling classmates…how come u re lonely ?….maybe u need to stop thinking,concentrating,meditating,dreaming on “shit”….
anyway….if you are still still & still think you are alone…u re not…coz there is a guy who created the whole bunch of mankind looking upon u….so cheer up kid…